There was no expectation from my side ..I didnt think it
would work ,I didnt think ..I just met you ..Our first chat over a cuppa coffee
was alrite ..there were no Sparks ..It was a blind date sorta thing
where i didnt have a clue about how you looked ..The only
things i gathered from the first meet was you had a big gang of friends and you
worked at the same place i did and you have spotted me acting crazy in the
company provided transport ..the only thing common was passion for good food
I didnt think i would meet you again but we did not coz
you contacted me coz i emailed
you and asked you for your number ..i thought you had
attitude issue and dnt bother to call
back . I wasnt sure if you wanted to meet me until i got
to know you wanted to marry me
really ?? on what basis did u deceide to marry me ?? on
common taste for food ??
I asked you to meet me again and we did meet , you were
late by 5 min but i dnt whinge
we met and we spoke this time not about food but about
traffic Jams ..duh !!
We finally did exchange numbers yay !! and i waited for 2
days with no bloody calls or messages
and this made me wonder seriously this guy wants to marry
me and doesnt wanna call
and i sent this message asking how you were and then i
get a call back with " i am going out with my colleagues " will be
out for the weekend and see you on Monday .
Honest to god i have been terrible at understanding Men
..I dont get direct hints , subtle hints also dont work I did not know if i
wanted to be with you . Weekend wasnt easy i did a lotta research on how to
understand men,I prayed god to show me a way out . I told myself if i have to
give this guy a chance i should do it with an open mind,I should cut myself off
from every other distraction , not compare with anyone i ever knew .You seemed
nice , you were very polite , bit leaning on the shy side . I did not find a
reason to say NO to him ..thats what i thought i should
hang in there until i fnd a reson to say " Sorry we
arent compatible "
Then it was monday and i was busy and i get a call from
you ..You ask me if i was free and you wanted to meet methe voices in my head
were going "Its a monday " how can you get away from work ..what are
you gonna tell your managers ??
you were in my office and said " lets go for a movie
" I was thrilled and said alrite ..Dnt care about anything .It was just
beautiful when you held my hand ( i dnt think what made you think you could do
that i wouldnt slap you back ) and then you tell me that you have fallen in
love with me ..I couldnt stop blushing in the dark movie hall .
We spoke a bit , It was nice , made me feel good and then
i noticed how attractive you were ...and we met again and again almost every
day after work . We spoke about dreams .We spoke about how you didnt have any
money but were sure to make it big ( today i am so proud thinking of that as
you have achieved a whole lot on your own Ability ).It was at this moment i
felt i had to marry you , you were so genuine . You were so honest , you just
seemed so right .
We have had many disagreements over the years but at
times when i am very upset and think why did i ever marry you.. i think of
those beautiful courtship days and smile !!
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